It’s been almost two weeks that my works are on the way. The duty part took too much time. It’s so stressful, the exhibition will start pretty soon.

The selection has finished. Now I know which of my works will go to Zurich and represent Hungary in the Artecorum.

And what kind of thoughts are in my mind during the packaging?

Excitement, especially I wish them to arrive safely and in time to everyone’s satisfaction.

Now just this is what I can think about!

I doubled the number of works requested by the Zurich gallery. I hope I make it easier to find the pieces what they like.

It’s so exciting! Whether which one will they choose?

Pride in my heart, I am in hurry to a statue unveiling: the sculptor is my ex-colleague, Istvan Harmath. We inaugurates his full-length body statue of Count Istvan Tisza today afternoon at the Hermina street 45.

In the evening I am expecting totally different experiences: SENA on the ship A38, in solo, with the guys from the Irie Maffias. I look forward to it.

I read a book from Bea a Palya, called “Ribizliálom”. It was a nice one. There are people with similar experiences, relationships, suffering and joy, which is not usual to speak about a lot in Hungary

Let’s help yourself, work, create and at least get the most out of yourself!

What am I working on? Still on the free human! But who is free?

Anyone who understands, loves and lives fullness!

The 100 years old priest as a participant was asked on a foot race: What is the secret of your 100 year?

Avoid grumpy, negative people’s company, run a lot and … I can’t remember the third one (I stucked at the first one)

Artecorum just loved my “Bedroom’s Superheroes 100/100′s ” series. We have a deal, so they travel to Zurich. Sorry, Atilla )

“Tesco is your  shop

Means hair falling in knots”

About work:I am doing it well. I’ve already done with the asked number of pieces, but I can’t stop. My brain works, so my hands do.

And I am so excited. Whether the gallery will like them? Which one will they love the most?

There are feelings that never change. There are loved people, they are living in our heart even if things changed and life navigated us to different ways. Sometimes we can’t keep in touch weekly, but we are still important to each other.

Aunt Irma! Subsequently I wish happy and many more birthdays to you! At the age of 82, still fresh, kind,lovable! I hope you do not mind if I keep you as my extra grandma. I hope others do not resent it either.

I passed the practical test successfully. We had an exam every day what I spent on board, but for the theoretical results I have to wait a few more days.

Huh, which world I’m living in? I am not tired too often, but now it would be great to sleep a big one. Straighten up everything in my mind, what I learned, experienced. I don’t want to forget  them, because like I said to our captain: “Later will be able to apply the learned things into situations! But then they will come out. ”

I got home. Everything I saw and felt there appeared again inside me. There was beautiful summer weather on the sea, it was nice, but we didn’t have too much time to swim.

Fortunately I haven’t had a close meet with any medusa, we were just staring each other. They may have been scared of the sign on my arm what I received from their friend. 

So much work have left until the launching of the exhibition, no time to relax.

From a couple of months I live for my plan I decided. Less time for work, but I need new experiences, energies, I need to recharge.

The sea is calling me

There is hard work in Izola, need to use muscles, ropes, amortizing the ship… but it’s a good one, for beginner sailors, it doesn’t hurt him that much.

8 of us are on the ship. Nice guys, men I learn with. They are lake competitors, what they learnt there, they try to convert it to the sea.

Everyone show the technical feats diligently, want to show our experiences with each other. Probably I am the most experienced in the night sailing, but I have much to learn, I1m not here to do nothing!

It’s fun, but exhausting hard work in the same time! It’s not easy at all, doesn’t matter  how old are you, man or woman you are.

I lost weight again, not an advantage. It was a physical and theoretical burning for long days, weeks along.

On the sea, on the boat there is something else turning me on! Well, not the guys!   But although everyone was so cute – It starts in the autumn, which is new for me! The feminine and creative part of mine always wanted this!

In the meantime,

“Always respect the sea’”

There is so much work ahead of me. I’m doing it well, but now I set off.

The sea and desire are calling me to learn.

Great pleasure and honor that the Zurich Gallery’s owner visited me with his mother. She is also a highly respected person at the private collectors in Zurich. Her friend came as well who loved the 100/54 work of mine from the Bedroom’s Superheroes collection. As regard to looking at it, then she repeated twice that she loves it, I knew that she is entitled to this piece.

We discussed the details. I really like the attitude of the gallery, professionally, competently handled things.

Launching in early December. Here we go.

I am painting, drawing, spending every minute with the Zurich gallery project.

I am still very happy and I send kisses up there

But in work there are better and worse days as well.

And keep working…working… and security-straightness and naturalness with quality and the love of the order…. there are strands

Everything is different, it’s hard to believe. Sometimes I feel like a little child with my question: Why??? Why do not you understand?? How can you see this another way than me? I can’t believe it… Is the problem in the machine? Or in me?

Can’t be that much in me

Advertisements are pushing me. They always did. They irritates my ears.

The pulling-down, manipulating words about bifidus actiregularis and the depressing findings: Iam less if I don’t eat that, uglier if I don’t wash with it… Come on, let’s grow up! Who needs this?

Or I am sorry, why do I have a television?

There is a very nice styling I love so much. I wonder if the Artecorum will like it?

I notice in myself that I can’t stop working, just lines, lines, feelings, returning themes from the past. My irony is still with me, so the solid playfulness… and what else?

…maybe my pens… key parts of my life ))

I’m in retiring mood, I don’t really meet anyone, and I locked out everything of my mind. I enjoy Absinthe’s company. Well, not the one’s in the bottle , the four-legged one’s.

Whirl of thoughts, a huge mess inside me again, as usual when I’ve got orders, requests.

This request is so much different than the others. I loved all of them but this seems much bigger now:

A gallery in Switzerland find me and we co-operate! Amazing! I am lucky, I work! Whether I’ll be enough good for the Swiss people, to their taste, culture? Exciting! I can’t satisfy to everyone, it is sure. But first of all I decided to satisfy to myself.

What comes from inside, which I am now.

I am walking on a way, well, I am in the very beginning but on the way.

The gallery have found me just NOW and I am so happy for it!  So NOW!

The moment of NOW always gives something else than it can next year or it could last year.

humor – funny mood – just positively

1001 questions, thoughts and feelings… which to choose? What materials?

How old is my potential target?

Many questions and I can’t be sure about the answers…

But it’s so good! I love it!

I’m just painting and drawing and smiling.. then something takes my breath away for a second.. Oh Absinthe,noo… huh survived and the canvas as well

At the same time I have a fight with my food. We have a duel every day. It’s not easy: yummy Japanese food, mixed with grains… I’m eating it but I am still hungry. So hungry! I know I need time for switching, but how much?

Big goals for me. I guess it won’t be easy. But I have no idea how hard it will be.

Recently, I identify with Coco’s words:
“I love criticizing! If one day I don’t criticize anymore, that means the end of my life.”

A song has just found me. It makes me fly with itself and awakens adventures.

My eternal and true words to Life!

We had such a good time at the Balaton. In a hungarian sporty sailboat (Scholtz) we enjoyed five seasons from the four one. After the beautiful sunshine we were fighting with the strong wind, then we enjoyed the refreshing suddenly came rain. Then it just stopped that suddenly how it came and in no wind we almost needed to push the boat to get back to the port. We couldn’t even order better than this, it was stunning!

Watching the Balaton from the water, it’s pretty!

The sun is shining again. After some long rainy weeks this is the first time it happens!
We have an invitation for tomorrow to a nice sport sailing with a dear friend. I’m happy, because I’ve never sailed before on the lake Balaton.
I want to surprise threir four-month son, Matthew with a nice, brightly colored painting.
My godsons love my paintings. They are watching them every day and telling stories about them, what colors do they have and which is the favorite and why.

When I make the painting for Matthew I pay attention to make it for the occasion. I keep the lake’s atmosphere, I’ll choose boyish colors, it has to be cute, “childish but timeless in the same time. I think the ship is also obligatory on the screen

waiting for the details

I am forced to be changed, it’s required!
Not for fun, not because I’m bored!

Eating and exercise. Both are getting back to the beginning, my acidic body needs alkaline. ))
It could tell this ealier?!
The weather doesn’t help on my state of mind: it’s mid-summer and 16 degrees! It’s absolutely unpleasant in this climates!
It’s not in my comfort zone!

But something can heats me up. The everyday life, of course the mind (…), that everything is fine and great,
and I’m so excited about a new possibility, a chance I would never dream about!
I can’t wait to know more about the details, a few more days and I will know more!

Whether canvas, paper, glass I will be working on??!! Or will I be patterning? hmmm…

And the classic things are always confirmed, like now: Good and bad things are coming together at the same time.

The greatest thing which could happen with an artist in this situation, that happened with me!
I know I’m a little bit mysterious and I will stay like that until I’ll finish all my works and I’ll be 1000 % satisfied with them.

Until then I’m just telling you “they” are all with me… from up and down. I love my hands, both of them, even if I can draw strongly just with the right one. The left one helps me a lot as well, always! Even with that I can have it!
And sometimes there is a big movement in my mind, even if it’s complicated, that’s exactly why I like it

The bad thing is that illness is in the world and it showed up at me as well.
And what would be the therapy? What leads to the healing?

Healthy eating: I can eat just non GMO food.
Just like this it sounds so simple, but the symptoms of my illness comes up now when I’ve paid attention to these things for 1-2 years.
I am trying to watch what I’m eating, but what else could I do about it???

The vet was saying to Absinthe after the general anesthesia, then he cut a piece of her feet, with that extra skin tag along. She was in coma all night because of the anesthetic, then she started to throw up around 2am and repeat this in almost every 2 hours. And this day continues in the same way.
She decorates the carpet then I review it with cleanser.
I’ve sewn sock to her foot so she can’t pick her wound.
We bought a muzzle for her as well, but no way to use it! We’ll take it back to the shop, it’s not good for our doggy. She listens to us and doesn’t pick her wound. She is tired, but she eats well as usual. Too bad that the food doesn’t stay inside… )

William and two of his colleagues began an European tour from Dallas, Texas. They are middle-aged teachers with full of curiosity about the world. One of them has already visited Hungary, she loved Budapest as well.
William’s eyes were on one of my graphic arts, then he said he collects similar size of works to his “european wall” endowed with nice atmosphere and value.

William, Thank You for your purchase! It’s my pleasure that you like the “Mammma”, I hope it will preserve the beautiful memories of Budapest!
If you read my post, please send me a photo about your “European Wall”, from Dallas, Texas

We moved to a new place. But we stayed in the street, we felt in love with it. We make it comfortable, we shape it matching our taste. In my workshop things are slowly getting in place, but I need a few more days to finish everything. The energies are good in the house and the neighbors welcomed us very well!

I brought my plans with me, the sketches, drawings… they all came with me… and the creativity doesn’t stay away either.
We have a small garden that Absinthe enjoys so much. When the weather is nice she is playing, sniffing around the bushes, eating the apricot under the tree or watching the cats running by him in their red-coats. This helps me to recharge as well.

Tiberius, our friend living in Munich will move to Timisoara (RO) for a year (business cases)
We were invited to his Home inaugural party. German cocktail, romanian wine, big party until dawn.
Absinthe didn’t leave the dance floor and didn’t go too far from the grill all night. )

The standard of living in Germany is better than in Romania, no doubt. However, Tibi said he could not afford a house like this with garden in Germany.

We talked about a sensitive theme with Andi, my old friend from my childhood. Subject: Friendship
Some people have hundreds of friends, sometimes two nice words are enough for them, and there are others who are totally passively affected by that.
We can belong to one them, well, at least we need one true friend. In this little bit superficial world the true, interest-free relationships are more important. I am lucky! I have my true friend.
I was disappointed a couple times, sometimes I don’t like to look back. But I’ve been recharged, let’s go towards
just go ahead, yes!

After more than a week since the medusa bite it still hurts, shocking in the middle of the wound which is really deep and purulent. I take care of it with calendula cream, however I can probably carry its print for a while

Always there is something worth to live for. Today was one of them for me! And not a weak one!
A private collector came from New York right through the clear sky to take one of my ” without PJ” creations with himself what he saw on my webpage before.

I felt so good, the appreciation is always good!
Thank You!

I felt a little confused, so unfortunately I forgot to ask his name and contact details, so if he would read my blog please send me a sign! Sincerely, Thank you!

In every journal I recharge, new plans, new wishes are born! This is happening now as well! I want to work, I am passionate about it.

A jellyfish has bitten me at a small sicilian bay, and it still hurts in my arm. Well I gotta tell it was a painful meeting. In the next few hours I was in total numbness, I couldn’t really move my left arm until the guys helped me out with internal disinfection.

10 nice days. 3 days on land, one week on the water.
Siracusa-Randazzo-Taormina-Milazzo and the Huge Etna with its volcanic environment and lunar landscape. We haven’t met with the Sicilian Mafia, but the locals are ok. They know what the life means, they love company, life, their bellies and fun!

We enjoyed the waves with Maria Vittoria (Beneteau cyclades 50.4) with full fleets, two branches of people. It was great!

It was a lifetime experience to climb the Stromboli volcano at night, to watch the outbreak of it, to feel its warmth. I wore full equipment, mask and helmet! It was an indescribable 2-3 hours morning tour. Our strength was tested physically and spiritually as well!

On the way to the top I felt like I’m alone in my thoughts even if the entire company climbed up after each other in a straight line.
I climbed, I was breathing heavily, I heard my heartbeat, but I totally charged like the batteries.
Looking down from the top to the gushing lava nearby, most of us felt it’s a natural context in which we have entered and it brought some panic and fear to the air!

I calmed down, felt good. I could breathe just through a mask, volcanic ash was flowed to my eyes, but I still get goose bumps and I have that amazing feeling if I remember back to this beautiful and colorful world!

Hats off! This is the real good job! What else?!

Just to travel, travel, travel….see more, more and more – would be great!

I lost some weight. Eating and doing exercises. It’s probably not a stupid idea. This two work together pretty well!

I like the nail polish fashion of this year Well..I never followed, but it’s hard to not notice that the colors are full with passion, and everything is so colorful: the clothes, the posters, even the nail polish. Where are the classic, dull, predictable colors and mood? They are really working as complementary…

History: From my canvas I’ve cut and drawn a prototype shorts. Well it looks like a pair of pants, but it’s not ready yet. I’ve found a blue spotted material. I make shorts for myself. I want to finish it before our vacation. I am so excited! Wow